sometimes, I travel to you

Doing something that
you know is wrong,
is..unsatisfying.

Not anything like drugs or sex or partying out until 4am,
those are all choices.
If you don't think something is wrong,
then,
it isn't.
Because in the long run?
Only your opinion matters.

But when you do something that you
know
will not accomplish anything,
Not even a selfish feeling of worth on the subject,
it is un-gratifying and hurtful.

Anger is not an excuse.
You never really have an excuse when
you do something
against you own
better
judgment and
gut feeling.

And I just made a mistake.
I am human but

I am also just a girl,
standing in front of a boy
asking him
to love her.