I need to stop writing songs.
I need to stop trying to channel my emotion or chemically triggered illness and just focus on something that's actually
I know that there are plenty of ugly things and I know that there are plenty of ugly parts of me and
I have a lot of amends to make.
For myself, not for any of you. For me.
To stop dwelling. To stop procrastinating and postponing everything else in my life.
And maybe then I can be a little less self-centered, which is always
a good start
to a good something.