You're a jerkjerkjerk.
But I like the sound of your voice.

I feel
I will take
everything for
granted
even-
tually.

passive by nature - television and cigarettes - it makes me
sick to think about sex and adventure and
good things I don't deserve, it makes
me sick to think about anything at all.

I wish I could just sleep and never
ever be hungry because
you can sleep
anywhere and
no one will
care if you're
sleeping.

I excel at making mix-tapes and being alone.

"The most important people in your life are the ones you can picture sitting on a porch with."

Leaving for the night, I looked
at the table by the big window that everyone
wants. The last table of the night had sat there:
two young men and a
lovely young lady so,
thinking of Mason Williams,
I walked over and touched
the handle of her
coffee mug.

feed myself in a timely
fashion, I can seek water and
drink when I am thirsty, I can
find myself in predicaments and
I predict I will make it out
of them. I can work until my
fingerstoesnoseandlips are
nubs or non-
existent, I
can make
my own
sweet
sun
shine.

in my own
sweet
time.

I watch movie after movie, sex
scene after sex
scene, kiss after
forced kiss after
kiss
kiss
hug
embrace,
fondle and
amputate,
take my temperature - there's a fire
in my brain, amputate,
amputate
am
pu
ta
te.

cry cry, listen.