I'm only sleeping.

"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm just tired."

The perfect excuse.


I've been a little overly lethargic lately, come to think of it. I don't mind being tired. Being in a constant dream-like state is a-ok by me. I tend to be less afraid of myself when I'm tired, because frankly, I don't care.

And, on days that I've been exhausted, I tend to learn a lesson of some kind. Something very good, very strange, or very bad happens. But I'm never left wanting in the end.

Something has changed within me,

Something is not the same.
I'm done with playing by the rules
of someone else's game.

Too late for second guessing,
Too late to go back to sleep.
It's time to trust my instincts,
close my eyes and leap.

It's time to try
Defying Gravity.
I think I'll try
Defying Gravity.
Kiss me goodbye
I'm Defying Gravity.

I'm through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so.
Some things I cannot change,
But 'til I try I'll never know.

Too long I've been afraid of
losing love I guess I've lost.
Well if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost.

I'd sooner buy
Defying Gravity.
Kiss me goodbye
I'm Defying Gravity.
I think I'll try
Defying Gravity.
And you won't bring me down.




Oh, Kurt. Oh Chris Colfer. Why do you have to be gay?
It's not like I wouldn't grow a penis for you. I would.
It's just..can't you make an acception? Just once?
If I ever meet you, I think I'll cry. Hell, I know I'll cry.
I've already planned what I'm going to say to you.
So 'giddy-up future, here I come.